And every time, I can’t help myself from wanting to be with you. I can’t help but think that we’d be perfect for each other. When I see you, I just want to tell you everything, how I still like you more than a friend, how our relationship is perfect, how I want to be the one person you can rely on for anything. But right now, everything is just so valuable to me that I don’t want it to change.
I mean, there are some people whom I highly respect, but there are just some that I can’t seem to look at the same way anymore. They have done things that I can’t seem to let them get away with. I just don’t know if it’s just me, but I’ve lost respect for those people and there’s nothing they can do to change my mind about them.
I’ve been keeping this bottled up inside of me for several months now, and all I want to do is to talk to someone about it who actually cares what I have to say and wants to hear me out. I’m becoming so worried about this and all I want to do is know everything is going to be okay.
I’m done with AP Chemistry, school is almost over, my summer job is looking pretty good, and I feel like everything is falling into place.
Caring about someone is so difficult. Especially when they choose to like a douche bag. I don’t care if you don’t pick me, or if you pick another guy I know, or even someone I don’t know. But if you completely disregard the advice of many people, who are telling you that he’s an asshole, I almost want you to learn your lesson that hard way. There are so many great guys who deserve a chance with a great girl. Sometimes girls are just so fucking dumb though.
